There are times when a woman has to say what's on her mind
even though she knows how much it's gonna hurt
.
torn between two lovers
When she cries
at night
,and she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries
to hide
all the fear she feels inside
,So I pray
this time
I can be the man that deserves
cause I die
a little each time.
When she cries
anything about me??!huh??! next time na lang!:)
herminio. herminio. herminio.
tumitig sa tao hanggang maglaway at matunaw.
gumawa ng di-inaasahang bagay.
FS class observation.
hindi kumain ng lunch.
PBB is back!:).br>
mga oras na walang magawa.
TUESDAY and THRUSDAY!.
library; socsci section.
...dead air...
comparative government and politics.
pneumochurvavolcanism.
umuwi ng mag-isa?!:(.
La Vendetta.
modules and assignments.
addition property.
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well, so many things happened to yesterday yet I don't jot it down in my blog, so now I will...
strated from the school, we had no prof in Filipino, buti naman yun at nakapag-review din ako para sa quiz namin sa Theo, ayun okay naman sya... then yung Math okay lang din kasi nag-graph lang kami kaya madali lang sya! tapos nun, sa Biology namin may Flashcard drill ulit, ayun okay naman masagot ko sya kasi illustration lang...haha...chamba!!!:) then dismissal na, tapos napag usapan nain nila Oyie na manuod ng "Sukob". tapos yun, proceed agad kami para makapanuod nun, ayun sa big R kami nanuod, pero yung show time is 2p.m. pa kaya kain muna kami sa KFC kasi wala pa kaming lunch e! after nun, ayun buy kami ng ticket tapos bumili ng snacks si Yam sa grocery, after akyat ulit kami tapos proceed na... whaaa....panglaglag puso yung movie...naninigas na nga ako, kasi ayokong sumigaw kasi, jahe!!!hahah...ayun, nakatapos naman ng movie ng buhay!kasi naman nakakagulat talaga!!!ayos sya, great movie...
tapos, I forgot pala, yung nasa elevator kami nun sa LRT, I tried yung sinabi sa My Girl, yung mag-wiwish tapos hindi hihinga til the elevator stops on the grounds...hehe..wala lang, hhindi ko kinaya e!!:0
tapos yun, punta muna kami sa Li-za para bumili ng highlighter tapos ng tali...then uwi na kami...badtrip nga e, kasi nasira yung payong ko!!!
Hayy, sice yesterday wala kaming pasok because of bagyong Glenda, which is obviously strong... grabee... miss ko na ang uste... I love going to school ngayon lang...hahaha...;) hmmp, nothing to relate this time kasi wala talagang magawa kapag umuulan, sa ngayon I'm busy sleeping, net surfing and texting...waheee...
Yesterday was a very memorable, fruitful yet tiring day for me, know why? here:
1. it was simply FRIDAY!,
2. we as usually has no prof in Math,
3. we only done drawings and everything in NatSci,
4. I ate pork sisig rice...hahaha... pork have hairs...
5. I, Oyie and Yam saw Ruth, our 4th year classmate,
6. visited the museum and bought pins,
7. had a 'swing' moments at the palyground,
8. met Graziey's boyfriend, kING!!!,
9. attended the Thomasian Walk,
10. seat on a chair under the sunheat,
11. had a mass with drizzling effect from the sky,
12. partcipated in the welcoming of Thmasian freshies,
13. took pictures at the Arch of the Centuries,
14. took pictures of Benavides statue and the lightened Main Building,
15. arrived in our house by roughly 9 pm!!
Ano nga ba ang sasabihin ko ngayon,.ahhh.... yung kanina sa Phist nag-quiz kami, tapos yun na yun. then nagbreak na kami as usual kasama ko sila Oyie and Yam. Tapos e sarado yung sa swing kaya proceed na lang kami sa may Botanical Garden, okey din pala dun e, parang ayaw kami dun kasi kinagat kami ng mga lamok, leche!!! tapos ang kati kati pa e, kainins talaga!
Tapos nun, bagsak din kami sa Lover's lane, ayun dun na...
***
Ayun na nga uwian na nga ulit, dun naman kami sa guindance office ever, tapos sa Org room and sa Student council office. then chugi!!! proceed sa Library to have a copy of the brochures and everything...
:::
CIAO!!!
This day is a nosebleeding day, naubos lahat ng ng alam kong english dun sa EJ Competitive Exam kanina. I took about 2hours to finish the exam, it wa svery difficult in such way that was on the spot article writing, eventhough its just for examination's sake... it's a must, because I want to join the EJ community, PROMISE nad SWEAR!!! [ay, bata!!!] pero hindi na rin ako aasa kasi me mas magaling sakin, si Kimpoy!!! hahaha.... he took the exams quite seriously, ngingiti lang tapos yun, buti na lang may dimples sya...[who cares???] anyways, tapos nun, nadagdagan pa yung pressure kasi si Kim nakatapos na ng exam tapos kami ni Dane hindi pa., kainis, walang bilis mag-isisp ng mga ka-churvahang poema and articles. well, sa awa naman, nakatapos din anamn ng konti... tapos yung departed na kami ni Dane, tapos yun yung experience ko dun sa 'crab nuggets, crab nugget, crab nuggets....' ang saya, ang sarap nya, promise!! Try it!! wala nga kaming takaw ni Oyie kasi 10 pcs ba naman diba?!?! tapos sya nkapag-waffle pa!!!
Then after syempre, yumaman na si Oyie, FX na sya ngayon, na-trauma ata e! tapos me adventure pa kami ni Yam sa may Masinag, bwisit na mama yan, ang mahal ng siggil a! tapos sa awa ulit, nakasakay ulit kami ng jeep to Antipolo...Ayun while on the ride, binbasa ko yung "Armchair" isang prose dun sa EJ. ayun, ok naman... walang hilo pagbaba, tapos as usaul pupunta ako ng simbahan to thanks and give praises... ang saya, aliw!!!
***
At ngayon, currently working on the reaction paper in Theology, in short, I'm Theologizing...
so stop muna q dito, till here...
CIAO!!! :)
Hai, today is a sunday, wala na ulit magaw dahil kakatamad talaga ang araw na SUNDAY! it's a rest for me, kaya naman ako'y tulog galore lang!!! ang saya...tapos naman gumising ako mga 3:52 then bukas agad ng TV, syempre nuod ng The BUZZ, (wala kayong magagawa, chismoso ako e!?) tapos yun, ang saya ng life ni Kris with James ha! In all fairness, looks happy naman talaga sila...
Back to my life, ayun, kumain lang ako ng maja then naligo na...after ito na, nagbukas ng mga accounts then update tapos research tungkol sa Da Vinci Code, kasi naman, gagawa kami ng Reaction paper tungkol dun sa documentary na pinanood namin last Friday!!! I Hate Reation Papers!!! wala talaga akong naintindihan non except dun sa "Priory of Sion" and dun sa churvang "Holy Grail"....hehehe... siguro that's all for this day!!
CIAO!!!
As what this posting entitled, Wala talagang pasok today kasi may bagyong walang hiya!:) Kasi ba naman wala tuloy kaming boan for this day, pero actually nasa amin yung baon kaya sorry mothers!! :p
And so dahil walang pasok mahaba ang tulog this day, nagising ako ng mga round 8:30 in the morning, nuod and kain tapos tulog ulit ng 11:45 tapos gising ng 2:00. walang tulog ha! tapos nun, kain ng kanin and ulam tapos saging...hahaha...saging ulit!;o
Tapos ito, blogging and frienster na lang ang ginagawa...ayun, sana nga may pasok bukas....wala lang gusto ko nang pumasok e!
**Confessional:
hahah...hindi ako nakaligo ngayon e, punas punas na lang...ang lamig kasi nng tubig noh!! kaw kaya??
CIAO!!!
…na kapag may ulan na malakas, dapat wala nang pasok.
…na kapag may ulan na malakas, may baha na sa Manila lalo na sa school ko, UST.
…na kapag may baha na sa school, either stranded ka or suspended ang classes.
…na kapag may ulan na malakas at may kasamang kulog at kidlat, tiyak walang LRT lalo na sa Line 2.
…na kapag na-stranded ka sa LRT at umuulan ng malakas, huwag ka nang umasang umabot sa first class mo, in short absent ka na lang, dib a?
…na kapag absent ka naman lagi sa first subject mo, umasa ka sa grade na “FA”.
…na kapag “FA” ang mark mo, mahirap nang pumasa.
…na kapag mahirap pumasa sa isang class, either ikaw and problema o talaga lang terror ang prof mo, then Sorry ka na lang!!!
…na kapag puro sorry, what’s the purpose of police and court?? (meteor garden?)
…na kapag puro police naman, ibig sabihin may rally at welga.
…na kapag may rally at welga, may problema.
…na kapag may problema, may solusyon.
…na kapag may solution, may effort.
…na kapag may effort, for sure, may point ka!
…na kapag may points, wala lang, may points ka! That’s it!
Actually, ito talaga ang posting ko, grabee.. putchang LRT yan, lagi na lang ganyan…perwisyo kapag umuulan,imbes na mapabilis ka para di ma-late, hay naku ka, super late ka na kasi ang dami mu pang kaagaw sa jeeps and FXs. Worst is the traffic kapag may ulan. Buti na lang kanina, may nakita akong klasmeyt ko, si Nikki,. Ayun, me karamay ako sa absent ng konti. Tapos while on the jeep naman, text text na lang ako to have the latest sa classroom, thanks kay Kimpoy!hahaha…
Then, sumakay na lang kami sa Araneta Center- Cubao tapos yun, from there to Legarda station na. tapos jeep to Lealtad and just a walk…UST na!
After all those hardship, andun na kami!hahaha… ang saya…two subjects absent ulit ako! History repeats itself…
Tapos yun na nga, ginawa ko lang sa school is nag-quiz and nag-activity tapos uwi na..
Ito and exciting e, reunion ang ilang OLPSians sa Gateway! Hahaha…miss you all!!! Basta and dami e, kasi puro suspended ang classes… yes!!! Tapos yung reunion na yon, me kasamang malas kasi si Oyie, nawalan ng phone…(kasi si Ruben dumating e!)
Ayun, parang tanga lang si Oyie, may rehearsal pa ng sasabihin sa jeep…
Tapos syempre, ako punta ng simbahan para dasl ng konti, thanks and sorrys….
Then, hinintay ko pa yung sis ko para sabay na kami umuwi then after all, dumating siya, malakas na ang ulan.. leche!! Malas talaga, dun lang nabasa and pants ko ng super ha! Tapos yun, nag-tricycle na lang kami, worst pa pala e, kasi me tulo ang tricycle…hahaha…that’s it!!
CIAO!!! Till next blogging…. ;)
*Room My day in the grandstand was very memorable because this was my first time to make some "tambay" here, while waiting for Yam and Oyie because they are practicing for their G-A... Very busy field...with the so-called "Sepak Boys", some "Social Dancer" practicng and just making "tambay" like me.... Picture will tell... *Jeepney, LRT and other Transpos... Of course, can't go to school without these transpo... in jeepney,.,my gush... pag-uwi ko, ang katabi ko amoy glue... ewwww.... "Elmer's Glueeeee"...hehehe.. Understandable, because he's a little boy... it's okay for me, not for my nose. At LRT, we were standing as usual because like what we fondly saying, Uwian na ng buong mundo... hehe... well, its fun naman of course, because wether we were standing or sitting, we were having fun seeing all those gargantuan buildings and establishments. Its a WOW!!! Till here... Have to read for English 101A class... CIAO!!!
In the room?? so tensed because of the "horrible" quiz in Filipino, I was mental-blocked once I read all the content of the quiz. Shocking!!! really sucks!!! After the time of checking, my paper returned with a mark hanging on 20...23!!! hahaha... very good for me, at least I don't got lower than it. Thanks to Filipino 1 book!
Next in the line was the Theology class, as usual, so boring! had a sleepy head that time. So before I thoroughly tempted to fall asleep, I just texted Yam and Oyie, just on the lower side of my desk! very cool, just like High school days...
Followed by Math class, as what was expected, late professor!!! we just checked our exercises and pronto! that was!!!
Of course, my Fave class, NatSci... hahaha... sumabog na ang cells ng prof ko... because sick of those lessons about cells, comprehending all those cell parts and functions and etc... what a helll....
That was with my room...
*Field/Grandstand
Actually, nothing to post for this day, due to boredom,. kaya ako nag-post for today.
No Highlights and usuals...:)
I'm starting to be on my own now,. making sorts of things...
I just want to share, just a piece of poem wriiten by Jandy Carvajal, entitled "Things are not perfect the first time". Here it goes,.
"Things are not perfect the first time.
Okay, sometimes they are,
But most of the time they are not.
...Remember trying, trying, trying
Is part of learning to do something."
Very fit to those who are very so called "life-perfectionists",.:0
As said stated above, things are not perct the first time, but as we go on with our lives, it will just mold itself to its perfections.
*Very childish!!!*
Back to the reality, my day was senseless, no huge events, no extravagants and no no...haha...
Just ate some beans with pork...it's sauted!!! sosyal...
I was almost asleep all day, no cellphone load this day... nagtitipid ako e!!!
No Confessionals this day...
Till next blogging....
Mag-aaral pa ko for di matuloy-tuloy na quiz sa Filipino...hmmf>>>
CIAO!!!
This day was absolutely rainy, lonely day for me. All was such a mess for me, nothing to do in this small space.
My day started by 8:30 in the morning, as usual... proceed in front of T.V. to watch non-sense show. Before I gorgot that time, I gonna have my planned "lakad" to attend my friends birthday, {Yhana, Happy Birthday!!!}, so I cleaned and cutted up my toenails so it would be nice and acceptable, after all those preparations I have made, very disappointing... my mother will be having her own "lakad" din pala.. phew!!! So I texted Oyie to infrom her that I will join their company na. Very disappointing because it's the only way for me to mingle again to some friends I'd never met since the day of classes started. Kainis!!!
Next to disappointment was all about that simple copy of my fourth year grades... supposedly I will go to my Alma Mater to retrieve a copy of that marks, then when I was fully groomed up, my sister came home and said taht there was no classes, in short, it was suspended. Ahhh!!! I can't join in our college journal... Hope that they can understand me... give me a chance to give it on Tuesday....huhuhu...:(
This time, actually, kagigising ko lang ulit...
Then remembered to give entry into my blog... so this is it!!!
CIAO!!!
**Next post was got from our school paper,. nice poem for me...
I was afraid this time would come, I can make it through the rain,I can stand up once again, On my own, and I know,I am strong enough to mend... I admit it is hard for me to keep this burden in me, sa I shared it all to my friends to lighten up my feelings even a little. But despite this problems and confusions, I know for myself that I can make through... *** There's nothing new again with my life today, same as yesterday, light, unwell and stressed by so many pre-occupant... from the start of my day, I began to shut up in my own desk and chair. then I saw Kelsey, a friend of mine, I decided to go to her for some talks and 'kamustahan'., we reviewed for our quiz in Theology. Think she wants me to pass the quiz so we review more, thoroughly... I can't keep my eyes off her for no reasons on my mind, maybe she's pure and real. By that time, I keep on searching for Dane, I need her for me to have my outlet, apparently, she's not around, so I stepped out of our room to feel the warmth of the outside air. I began to think and think and think for some things rushing and flowing in my mind, my tears want to fall for that helplessness that time. There's a funny one, while I'm reviewing for the quiz, my tears start to fall, for such don't know reasons. do you think it's because of the hardness of Theology?? not really... Caramba!! the quiz was quite long and hard... Next on the line, MATH, so precious one... don't know how to perform all that operations and symbols... duh?!?! Lastly, Biolgy class, it's a yes for me!!! our professor was not around, so I begin to mingle with Dane, begin some talks and everything. But, it's not enough to forget all those hurts and doubts inside, so again I stepped out for awhile and when I begun to open the door, Cena, my first found companion, pulled me because she want me to cheer her up but I said, I'm down too. so she began to talk to me about what I felt... after she gave advises... -> Thinks that was my day's highlights.... ***Confessional:*** Can't take this anymore... start again to breakdown into my own pillows... CIAO!!!
I wasn't prepare to face this kind of hurting from within...
Since yesterday, I became so unwell, sick and stressed because of many things that came to my mind. About love?? maybe... Today I seek help from my classmate, Kim about all my confusions in mind,. he said "Let it be...Give it a chance", but I don't want to feel that hurt again...
...Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
'till now, I really don't know myself better than others... I'm still searching on my 'true' me!!!
Some questions still on my mind, I really don't know its answer yet... When will I get it???
Think this day was a very strange, emotional, stressed and downful day....
Just have the highlights, It was on our way upstair, {Dane and I} when I felt something strange on myself, don't know what's that., then when our English 105 class started, I began to be mouth-zippered! very unusual right? for me who's not its true nature??? but anyways, that moment was very uncomfortable for me, something's keeps on bothering my mind, yet don't know it! because of my stillness in room, I felt I would breakdown that time, but of course, I fought it, its very shaming act for me to cry on the class for just reason...right???
then through times, until dismissal... stillness remained on me... then Dane, approached me why I'm acting very strange, if I'm just Ok! I said partly yes, other part is a No!
Then I went first to Dane's house to let the time past for definite one., well it's yes! I began to cry when Dane, keeps on insisting. I brokedown for just emotional confusions and for nothing really! After all the advises she gave me, felt 'quite' right and stable... but through the day, right now... i'm feeling all those again, all those high school drama...
Ciao!!!
till next blogging... will study for tomorrow's scheduled quizzes...:)
***Confessional:***
Maybe its because of my confessional yesternight....
Don't know yet who's the 'real' me???
After all the days gone... here I am again to post for another posting and express my thoughts and imaginations. as well as my experiences today.
All I know that happened today, of course as usual I woke up by 5:15 this morning, swiping all my glories on my sight, after hold my phone and text all classmates and friends a sweet quotes and mornings. After awhile just rested for some minutes and rise from my bed and went on the bathroom to start my morning rituals.
My rituals and habits ended by 5:55 then started to walk on the street to start my day in the school. By 6:45, I was in a jeepney for a ride going to school, then by 6:55, I was on the lobby, talking to Danielle, a new friend of mine. then by 8:00 sharp we went to our room to start the day in the room, we are very fortunate that our professor was not around so I loitter on the room to have some tete-a-tete.
then 1 occurrence happened, I dabated on one of my classmate that the in the fundamental position, it is the right hand going with left foot should go first not the vise versa of my side, which he keeps on insisting. so in this occurrence, I halfly revealed my true me... who is very "palaban".
*** Fast Forward***
By dismissal, I with my friends, Oyie and Yam and Ate Music pa pala, we went to Mcdo to order some stomach fillers., we actually ate in the cafeteria in our building....then of course we had some talks about the TV personalities who are studying in UST.
After we, Yam departed to have her PE class, then we 3 remaining went to the Botanical garden to let the time pass away... in the garden we are very amused on the turtles swimming at the pond, very relaxing for us because turtles are very fun to play with eventhough we only touches their homes, their shells....hahaha...very relaxing!!!
next who captured our sights are the 2 monkeys playing round and round the cage. Because of amazment, we took picture of monkey....hehehe... very funny...huhuhaha...
A drumrolls interrupted our focus and fun of the monkey, it is pep-rally!!! wow!! a parade of athletes... of course, I'm excited because one of my classmate joined the 'YJ',.,.very amazing....
i'm very sleepy na!!!
***End***
***Confessional:***
I think I'm beginning to have some feelings toward my classmate, very awkward, right?? 3 weeks only...duh?!?
but its true, I know its hard... so I want to be sure on what I feel right now!!!
know why I have this feeling because she's the only one who's true for herself... everytime I throw some stories, she's willing to hear,. and I think....