There are times when a woman has to say what's on her mind
even though she knows how much it's gonna hurt
.
torn between two lovers
When she cries
at night
,and she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries
to hide
all the fear she feels inside
,So I pray
this time
I can be the man that deserves
cause I die
a little each time.
When she cries
anything about me??!huh??! next time na lang!:)
herminio. herminio. herminio.
tumitig sa tao hanggang maglaway at matunaw.
gumawa ng di-inaasahang bagay.
FS class observation.
hindi kumain ng lunch.
PBB is back!:).br>
mga oras na walang magawa.
TUESDAY and THRUSDAY!.
library; socsci section.
...dead air...
comparative government and politics.
pneumochurvavolcanism.
umuwi ng mag-isa?!:(.
La Vendetta.
modules and assignments.
addition property.
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friend
Kiel
Jaro
Oyie
Marthie
Joanne
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Haii… katatapos ko pa lang magsenti at umiyak… ang sakit sa ulo, and dami talagang problema ngayon, nag-breakdown tuloy ako sa dami… Kanina I went to the town to buy that chessclock for P.E., imagine nagpapabalik-balik ako sa Emperial… sa katirikan ng init, naglalakad ako…kasi nga buo yung pera ko, paano namna ako makasakay nun ng tricycle noh?!?! Ang sakit tuloy ng ulo ko ngayon, tapos nagbreak muna ako sa Mini Stop para kumain, hay..after 30 minutes…punta naman ako sa simbahan, para magdasal and to give thanks and for guidance na rin… muntik pa nga akong umiyak habang nakaluhod sa kneeler dun… hay… kasi ba naman me nakita akong umiiyak tapos feel ko, wala naman, pwede pala iyon?!?! Muntik na akong maiyak kasi may nabasa ako dun… sabi… …’huwag kang maguluhan o mangamba sa mga bagay o ano pa man’… …’di ba ako ang iyong ina?’… so touching, actually mahaba pa iyon e, hayaan nyo sasabihin ko rin sa inyo ng buo next time… tapos after ng 10 minutes ng reflectiuon at prayers, proceed na ako sa school, tapos wala ka… wala na si sir!!! Guho ang mundo ko!!! (pano na yung grades ko? 67 na lang ba?, bwisit!) tapos nun I decided na lang umuwi, sumakay ako ng jeep, then nung umandar na… dun sa may first na lilikuan may isang boy who was attacked by his epilepsy… grabeeeee…. Mukha syang nangingisay, totoo naman e, tapos after seconds lang sya pinntahan ng mga tao… para buhatin at dalhin kung saan, imagine sa kainitan ng araw nasa kalye siya… whew…. Pagdating sa bahay, si mama mainit din ang ulo kasi ang tagal maligo ng younger brother ko, tuloy napalo, yung brother ko… buti nga, kais di na rin sya napapalo e! behh… After nun, wala na… that’s it… sound trip na… Meron pa ko, yung kagabi, umiyak din ako…12:30 na nga akong nakatulog kasi dahil sa mga desisyong mahirap talagang bigyan ng sagot…diyos ko po, ang bitter naman ng life ko ngayon… forever na ba ito?!?! Whaaa… ang gulo talaga….
“Waste not fresh tears over old grieve.” - Euripedes
“Men must be decided on what they will not do, and then they are able to act with vigor in what they ought to do.” - Mencius
HAHA…what a happy day!!!… Grabeeee… relieve from that mind bobbling, brain freezing examinations… kais naman noh…ang saya ng mga teachers, ang hirap ng mga test nila… pucha!!! Well, basta ang mga nagyari this day is nagpraktis lang kami ng songs for our baccalaureate mass before the graduation… hay.. bwiset, ang init ng venue ha… biruin mu ba namna ang dami naming dun sa isang room, tapos and liit pa…bwiset tlaga…punyeta… isa pa itong haggardness na araw, buruin mo, pabalik-balik ako ng faculty room dahil sa mga lintik na grades na yan… bwisit ang tataas kasi e… tapos lintik itong Panganiban na ito, pabilhin ba naman ako ng isang chess clock, magkano ba iyon? Siguro mahal iyon?…e basta, peste sya… 67 daw yung grade ko sa kanya… fuck shit sya… after all the efforts ko sa pagsayaw, ganun… p***ng i** pa sya e… Well, basta ako, gagraduate na noh, goodbye sa inyong hinayupak na OLPS, kurakot na teachers and admin…HUH?!?! It’s my time to shine…. May masaya pa palang nangyari sa kin, naglaro kami nung game sa PBB yung sa Globe ba???!!! Basta bahala kayo kung di ninyo alam… basta ang saya nya… tapos sumali pa si Cy..haha…what an exciting game, take note sa BK pa un ha… after 2 hours ng laro, give uyp din kasi 3 in the afternoon na e!!! ay, may isa pa pala yung tinakot ko sila Jaycee at Jaro sa CR sa BK, pinatay ko yung ilaw while they in their respective cubcle…haha…nabasa yung undies ni Jaycee tapos si Jaro naman, stuck up tapos na-iyak!!! SORRY!!! That’s it!!!
“Where the heart is, there is happiness.” -Iranian Proverb
Woo… this day was very tiring day for me again because we again, practiced for our graduation and baccalaureate mass. Hai, grabe ang init talaga kanina… kaasar, pang-init ulo kasabay pa dyan yung pagtabi sa akin ng isang freak wanna be!!! But kahit naman konti may saya naman kasi may chismax akong malaman kanina, that was very ewww… to the its full!!! Grabe talaga ang nagagawa ng emotional stresses sa tao, lahat ginagawa… well, that’s her choice naman di ba? Why naman ako nakikialam dun e may sarrili akong buhay noh!!!… basta, masaya rin itong araw kasi ang daming lectures na may drawings, I LOVE IT!!! Especially the illustration, sana ganun na lang lahat ng lecture noh?!?! Well, wala akong magawa kanina kasi wala talaga kaya I helped my sis to work on her report in English then I ate my supper and after rest, walk for 10 minutes kasi baka magka-layers ang tiyan ko…don’t like that!!! Kahit meron na ng konti, then after humiga sa kama ng sandali, nag-iisip ng mga bagay na pwedeng gawin, tapos nakatulog na ako for 30 minutes lang… nanuod naman ako ng PBB tapos, think this part I think is my climax for this day, grabe umyak ako while watching TV, ewan ko tapos naisip ko sya, sya… yung pilit mung inaalis bumabalik, love is very inevitable phenomena talaga sa buhay ng tao, ewan mo kung kelan ka ulit makakaramdam after ng ilang days ng pagkamanhid…hayyyy…this means ba na gusto ko ulit sya? Pero settled na naman ang mind ko na hindi pwede kasi alam nyo na… bakit ganun? Napaka-unexplainable talaga sya…whaaa….ayoko na nito!!! But can’t help myself from thinking e? nu kaya gagawin ko?nakakalito…
“ Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we might win, by fearing to attempt”
-Shakespeare
What is a real man? Who is ready to accept everything and don’t afraid to take the darker side of the reality? Who’s willing to sacrifice such things as fame, money, luxury, woman and love for the other’s sake and happiness? Or who is crying out loud like a child for something? Guess all! It is just simply a reality that a man have, like others, man have its own character’s strengths and weaknesses, its own wants and don’ts and whatever more. Man always pretends that he’s all right, he’s okay! Not knowing this pretending is a weakness for him, pretending is a weakness in the sense that it doesn’t show the real man…inside. Whatever it maybe, whether it’s affirmative or destructive… A man is a man… He is what he is…And he knows, what he ought to know…
Wow, this day is very terrifying, brain boosting, nerve racking, hand shaking, eye popping day for me, eventhough this day is my fave day. this day is full of tensions and lessons, why? give the reasons why I said those things...
1. this day, I can say is a "hapit" day for me because of that shit project in Filipino, imagine it's almost 2 in the morning...huh??!
2. I'm stressed emotionally, don't know why? if I have that reason... i will sahre it with you...
3. The Yahoo messenger is very 'nakakatense' because every now and then there's someone typing and sending messages, but aside from its disadvanatge for me? it helps a lot because it's a mean for communcations between all those who are craving for Filipino projects....haha...
4. nothing just want to say that words....
Adieu...